Warning: This post is not part of the positive rotation typically expressed in this blog.
Even though it isn't Friday, I have to admit something. The next year of my life may be the most stressful I've experienced and I am worried about it. The upcoming two months, aren't terrible, but after that, my schedule is going to be extremely demanding. With the upcoming academic year {August through May} will come more work responsibility {new hall, double the amount of staff}, continuation of grad courses, practicum, thesis, and job searching. By this time next year, if all goes well, I will have completed my 3rd year as a hall director, finished my M.A., and accepted a new position {somewhere?}. IF ALL GOES WELL.
The thing is, it could not go well. Classes aren't my concern, it is the increase in workload mixed with writing a thesis and passing my defense. With as stressed as I was this year, scrambling from task to task to class to task, I'm not confident in my ability to produce a thoughtful body of work that could resemble an acceptable thesis. No good thesis, no degree.
But Lisa, can't you finish your thesis next summer? No, I can't. The program is being phased out. I was part of the last cohort accepted. I couldn't take classes fast enough so I am stuck with my thesis being the last possible semester... If my committee rejects it, then it is nearly 3 years of effort on the line.
To be proactive, I am trying to start my thesis now. Actually, that means I need to submit my thesis proposal as soon as possible {target end of June}, then start my thesis. I also need to prep for the upcoming year of work. If there is interest, I'll describe in another post what it is that I do as a hall director. There are small things I can do in advance... But when it comes down to it, I am looking at another lonely, busy year.
Okay, back to our regularly scheduled programming.
xoxoxo